:DTuesday, May 16, 2006

bliss... and hurt?

common, unnecessary to some, but rare and precious to others. why is it, a rare moment of euphoria for one can cause the shedding of tears for another miles a way? feel bliss, only to find a loved one hurt and suffer for your happiness. selfish? ignorant? or innocently pursuing passion?

okay it feels weird. everybody seems to be in their own world lately, and i'm no exception. it's like all these random thoughts surface. what i feel like doing now?

i yearn to lie on the beach, with cool breeze stinging my cheeks and gentle waves beating against my feet. what i'd give to rest in my sandy haven and stare at the stars, dreaming. and dreaming. not of anything particular. just, dreaming. then, i'd shut my eyes and blend into the atmosphere, without disturbance.

BUT like that will ever happen. sheesh it sounds so cheesy and dreamy. gosh i really have to stop this. i reread my post and everything i wrote doesnt make sense. well, all i know it made sense to me before. and i'm too lazy to make sense of it now. makes sense? no? great.

i miss ranting.

( 10:53 PM )

i am

nadhirah
march baby:))
25-03-91
fsps
tkgs-1e9-2e9'o5
tjc - TA 1E'o6
hockey
02!
professional camwhore
cheese is good
i love junk food.
blue black pink red silver
sweet movies are the love (:
so are horror and chickflicks
yeah mystery, murder and gore aren't bad either
my hot guys are: IAN, JESSE, DREW, ZUMI, SRH and many many more
fadedcamera@hotmail.com

i know

NADIRAH
FADZ
SYAZWAN
HANISAH and HAZIYAH
RAIHAN
KHAIRUNNISA
ZAHIDAH
HUDA.
HANEE.
AISHA.
NADIAH
ATIQAH
IZYAN
AIDA
DINIE
BALA
AZRI
HAJJAR
SERENE
SHIRLEEN LOW
ANGEL
VIVIAN
ZUO QI
RONG QI
CATHERINE
WEINENG
RUZANNA
GV
DIYANAH

i want

guitar lessons
one guitar string
mp3
own room
sexy camera
a horse
a cat!
blue or pink car
or black car with HOT pink patterns (i saw once)
to grow taller
abs! (hello situps)
a huge tub of ben & jerry's
House Season 3(!!)
a sense of direction.for once.
unlimited excuses not to do maths homework
FUN
prince charming?? nahh
to rockclimb
kayak
play ice hockey!
to do cool inline-skating tricks
after i learn how to skate
a basketball
white highlights
to play paintball!

i speak