:DThursday, April 27, 2006

ok fine. i finally gave in to the urge to blog.
found out that changing blog so leceh ah. i figured that my parents might read 1 in 5 million posts or something hee.

if they are reading this then plz make sure i bloody well dont find out.

and.. i bet they're laughing. ba-ha.

haha.

anyways. i dunno wth is wrong with me. i just feel sleepy and bloody exhausted. every morning i feel like hiding under the covers and staying there forever. but nooo. i'll drag myself to school and force myself to enjoy the day.

sometimes it works. sometimes i fake it. doesnt really make a difference to anyone i guess. yea just moodswings. doesnt seem like anybody cares or notices. so i even fool myself sometimes. i dunno.
is it stress? maybe. probably not.
somehow i feel my lethargy is nt truly wholly coz of stress n exhaustion. i mean, how can someone be stressed without actually studying and doing hw.. makes no sense.
so what the hell is it. what the fuck is wrong.

i dont know. someone tell me.

i used to be happy. now its hard to feel bliss. perhaps a little perks here and there, but nothing solid and truly memorable. why. shucks maybe my bro's right for once in his life. i whine too much.

nadh. stop it. ur whining. u've been doing this alot these days. shut the hell up nadh.

( 7:39 AM )

i am

nadhirah
march baby:))
25-03-91
fsps
tkgs-1e9-2e9'o5
tjc - TA 1E'o6
hockey
02!
professional camwhore
cheese is good
i love junk food.
blue black pink red silver
sweet movies are the love (:
so are horror and chickflicks
yeah mystery, murder and gore aren't bad either
my hot guys are: IAN, JESSE, DREW, ZUMI, SRH and many many more
fadedcamera@hotmail.com

i know

NADIRAH
FADZ
SYAZWAN
HANISAH and HAZIYAH
RAIHAN
KHAIRUNNISA
ZAHIDAH
HUDA.
HANEE.
AISHA.
NADIAH
ATIQAH
IZYAN
AIDA
DINIE
BALA
AZRI
HAJJAR
SERENE
SHIRLEEN LOW
ANGEL
VIVIAN
ZUO QI
RONG QI
CATHERINE
WEINENG
RUZANNA
GV
DIYANAH

i want

guitar lessons
one guitar string
mp3
own room
sexy camera
a horse
a cat!
blue or pink car
or black car with HOT pink patterns (i saw once)
to grow taller
abs! (hello situps)
a huge tub of ben & jerry's
House Season 3(!!)
a sense of direction.for once.
unlimited excuses not to do maths homework
FUN
prince charming?? nahh
to rockclimb
kayak
play ice hockey!
to do cool inline-skating tricks
after i learn how to skate
a basketball
white highlights
to play paintball!

i speak