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:DFriday, February 17, 2006

a depressing week for many.good news, it's come to an end! yay.. anywayy i was bored as usual and started writing as usual and so i wrote something. dedicated to all of ya'll..kinda lame, but it juz means lots of love frm me:)) and those bunch of ppl, u noe who u are, cheer up yeas!

kinda long.. here it goes.

I wait upon death’s door
and beg him to release me from my agony
I prithee, said I, to the dark shadow,
To take away my pain and sorrow
For I have no reason to take another step,
To breathe another breath
As I have been pushing back far too long
And I admit defeat.
My strength has failed me.
I am ready, to be your faithful servant

Death smiled upon me
For he welcomed those who surrendered
Who considered themselves failures
Who preferred to drown rather than struggle for air

And fight off those in the way.

So his outstretched hand I prepared to take,
But it was then, I saw the light

Flickers, however faint they may seem
They were the ones,
Who snatched me from the grasps of terror
Who refused to leave me engulfed in depression.
It was they, who retrieved me from deep depths of my sorrow.

The faint flickers,
Insignificant at first
But those glints of light
Are those which light up our darkest days,
And sweeten us with smiles, at times when we feel most sour
These moments, easily forgotten

shall not be taken for granted no more,
but instead shall be locked in memory
treasured dearly

:)


( 8:47 PM )

i am

nadhirah
march baby:))
25-03-91
fsps
tkgs-1e9-2e9'o5
tjc - TA 1E'o6
hockey
02!
professional camwhore
cheese is good
i love junk food.
blue black pink red silver
sweet movies are the love (:
so are horror and chickflicks
yeah mystery, murder and gore aren't bad either
my hot guys are: IAN, JESSE, DREW, ZUMI, SRH and many many more
fadedcamera@hotmail.com

i know

NADIRAH
FADZ
SYAZWAN
HANISAH and HAZIYAH
RAIHAN
KHAIRUNNISA
ZAHIDAH
HUDA.
HANEE.
AISHA.
NADIAH
ATIQAH
IZYAN
AIDA
DINIE
BALA
AZRI
HAJJAR
SERENE
SHIRLEEN LOW
ANGEL
VIVIAN
ZUO QI
RONG QI
CATHERINE
WEINENG
RUZANNA
GV
DIYANAH

i want

guitar lessons
one guitar string
mp3
own room
sexy camera
a horse
a cat!
blue or pink car
or black car with HOT pink patterns (i saw once)
to grow taller
abs! (hello situps)
a huge tub of ben & jerry's
House Season 3(!!)
a sense of direction.for once.
unlimited excuses not to do maths homework
FUN
prince charming?? nahh
to rockclimb
kayak
play ice hockey!
to do cool inline-skating tricks
after i learn how to skate
a basketball
white highlights
to play paintball!

i speak

i thank

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